I'm not sure what I'm doing back here actually. lol

After my computer died a couple years back, I got a new, worse laptop. It gets me by but I haven't been motivated to do much after all that craziness.

I put a few of my pieces into scraps - looking at them makes me kinda cringe. Not that I'm much better at drawing now than I was then (haven't practiced much) but I see all the flaws and none of the good things.

Hm. If you want to know what I've been up to, let me know, otherwise this is mostly just a post to say that I may be uploading some things soon. >.>

My computer decided lately that with all the work I've been doing and all the online time I've had on it, it was time to give up the ghost and quit on me. When it started randomly shutting down, I had a sinking feeling that this was it. Sadly, though the thought had crossed my mind, I didn't back up the computer because I really had nothing to back up onto. I do have some documents on my flash drive. And thankfully most of my art collection is uploaded onto the net. But for now, I have no way of fixing the poor thing and getting my old settings back, etc.

Kinda sad that this happens during the weeks leading up to finals. Not to mention that this computer is the only way that I have any kind of recreational time or any time with my girlfriend. As a result, I've been trying to get on MSN with her as much as possible (which isn't as much since I have to use lab computers and library computers, outside the comfort of the dorm room and they have security settings usually) and because of my mood and the lack of lots of time, I have had to block or ignore messages from people other than her. Unless its like urgent business or something, or having to do with a commission. Another result of this happening has been a tremendous art block for me. Every time I put my pencil to the paper, I just get a headache because all I can think of is the work I have to do, the stuff I lost, and the computer itself.

I know a few of you guys are on my buddy list and on my MSN list etc. Its safe to say that I can't get online to talk with you guys on MSN unfortunately, but please leave messages here or on Gaia. Menewsha still gives me issues. Quite frankly I'm in the mood where I'm just fed up with anything having to do with a computer, because I put a lot of work into my busted computer. A lot of money and its probably going to all go down the drain. -_- Its like my baby, I carry it around and I was really proud of it but apparently, though its a little over a year and a half old, it gave up on me.

Hope to talk to you soon - wish me luck on a new computer or getting this one to work again.

Hey again everyone, just decided lately to try to draw again because I've been so inspired after commissioning and hanging around so many wonderful artists. Hopefully I can make some improvements, and maybe I can update some stuff on this account, instead of just having it as an account I can use to stalk artists. *laughs*

Anyway, so I'm back from about a 2-year hiatus from here, maybe a year and a half. Hope some people I know are still around! ^^

Hello there everyone. Kalec/Alexi from Gaia here, just mainly using this account so that I can post comments on art for the most part, and possibly to upload my own art later on, should I attain a level of skill deemed good enough for Deviantart.

I might also use this account for the journal feature as well. ^^

All in all, I've always wanted to create an account. Figured I might as well do it now while a username I can use is still available. XP

Anyhoo, if you want to contact me, my email is KalecLostsol@hotmail.com at the moment, or if you know me from Gaia, I am Alexi_Jameson, Heavens Exile, or known as Kalec in general by many. I am always interested in commissioning artists on Gaia, and (if I have the money) I am interested also in commissioning artists for real money.

Basically, I'm just starting to get my head into art, both as an art-lover and as an artist. I hope that this foray into the art world will prove fruitful. It has already in terms of many of the commissions I've already gotten. ^^

~Kalec/Alexi

EDIT Oh - might as well post my photobucket account while I'm here, so people can also view the commissions I've received thus far.

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And my art commission/request on Gaia right now.

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Woo. And perhaps, just for kicks, my Halo offer thread. lol (For Deviants who have no idea what I'm talking about, disregard this link)

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